Estelle - Thank You [Lyric Video]

Just a Thought!!

I want a late night adventure. I want someone to call me up and say, “I’m outside. Let’s go do something!” I want to go out late at night in my pj’s and my hair all tied up. Maybe drive around. Go to a park and just swing on the swings. Maybe sit in the grass and watch the stars or maybe go to a 24 hour food place and pig out. I just want a late night adventure with people I like to be around. No drama. Nothing but good vibes and good company.

Venting blog # 1

These tears I cry will not seem to pass. These tears I cry are falling, every second of the hour. I asked myself, and I have asked God, WHY ME! I am learning that I can NOT continue to ask God, WHY Me!? Because God has nothing to do with this bad decision. My curious thoughts became my lustful desire. These lustful desire got in the way of my reality and became my choice. I put myself into a messy situation. I knew from the beginning what it would turn out to be. My mind told me several times to stop, but my heart got in the way. My heart wanted to feel my curious thoughts. I wanted to know how good you taste, how your skin felt against mine, and how many times I could make you cum in a minute. However, my heart wanted to stop from being so curious because I got what I wanted and my desire was met. I got selfish and I got greedy, I wanted more and more until that day my heart got ripped into small pieces because you were living out your fantasies with that other girl. The pain hurts soo much to find out, I am not the only girl in your life. Now, my heart wants the pain to stop. My mind is so tired of justifying the bullshit. I am feeling miserable thinking that she just took my place. That she is fulfilling your every desire that I couldnt. That now, I don't matter to you. Because she's everything you you imagine to be. I hope she'll be happy when the truth comes to light. You're the chapter that I'll be closing. I hope you will ne happy to be getting your fifteen minutes of my time, and thoughts cuz once my door is closed it won't be open again. So thank you for making me into the person you see today. Thank you for making me strong. Thank you for letting me see the person you are before getting deeper in love with you. Thank you to myself for helping me learn the differences between love and lust!

Then you kiss my cheek, my knees get weak, my heart just skipped a beat, So I just froze When you touch me there, I knew you would, and girl you touched me good, I'm like uh-oh. What am I gon do when I can't get anymore, I'd rather not know. Cause, if you wanna know the truth, nobody makes me come like you. I can't let my mind, think of you, I'll hit that dial and get you, on the phone. Cause baby, it's just not the physical, I got with you, I'm addicted to your moan.

I have a Crush on You

I have a crush on you,
I know it is for real.
Not like any other crushes I used to have,
This one I can feel.

When you walk by me,
My heart start to race.
When I stare at you,
I feel your warm embrace.

We rarely talk at all,
Not even a ?hi? down the hall.
Then how did I fall for you?
How did I know this crush is true?

Maybe it’s your smile,
And your other that and this.
Maybe it’s your eyes,
That I just can’t resist.

You overflow my head,
With your words that I would overheard.
I even dream about you,
Which I think is just absurd!

I know you know,
That I have a crush on you.
I hope you feel the same,
But that’s just too untrue.

I finally decided,
To tell you how I feel.
I just need to know what you?ll say,
What you will reveal.

You may say ? I’m sorry,
I don’t like you at all.?
Or a simple ?yes,
You?re the girl I’m waiting for?

It is worth the try ,
And as they always say,
Any one can be your friend,
But only one, can be your soul mate.

Romantic Collision

In my mind lies a thought
a wonderful assumption
of an imaginary bump
so delightful and ecstatic
coming across my dream love
in such romantic collision.

With a passionate apology
a reciprocating handshake
mind blowing flashback
placing the familiarity
of your captivating beauty
in our once but lost
thrilling encounter.

A look of love at second sight
getting acquainted again for love
a steady gaze at charming eyes
getting carried away by lust.

Taking you back to past events
our long nice romantic stroll
of intense feelings being expressed
pleading then to be just a friend
when schooling split us up to part,
having to see your face no more
I’ve longed and longed and waited still
for such nice romantic collision.

Making sure we part no more
and having you all by my side
fixing up fast a date with you
with hope to see you once again.

A sweet share of intense feelings
and lovely share of sentiments
having such a sweet assumption
hold on realistic manifestation
of such nice imaginary passion
becoming but a true love story
of a sweet nice romantic collision.

I like You , but You don't know

Based on a true story!!!


When it comes down to it, you are all I even think about.
Everything we talk about, I have had the perfect smile on my face.
But it really does not matter. ‘Coz I know it will never happen.
I got a crush on you…

So there is this woman not only is she hot…
But she is also amazing, sweet, funny and smart…
All I can do is think about her


I think, Man, I wish you were mine.

I would rather argue with you than kiss someone else
You’re everything I am and how I wish you were here…

I am terrific liar, if you think I want to be just friends. Then think again, When I see you, I think, Wow, I got a crush you but were just friends.My mind is saying, You do stupid but my heart saying,Who cares
You will never understand how much I have a crush on you..

I promised myself that I would put an end to my feelings
But its not that easy
I can’t help wishing if only you were mine.
I have a crush on you…
You’re everything and more than just an amazing person …

I get so tired of living and covering up for what I cannot hide…
So tired up trying to impress even knowing the fact that nothing’s gonna change.
Maybe one day I can tell you my full story…
However, until then, I will dream and bury you in my heart.

Until the time comes that you will read my poetry and knowing, I had a crush on you…